I lay flat on my back. Legs akimbo. Shoulders pressed into the pillow, to force not-at-all perky breasts to jut forward. Or simply sag a little less.
The cool air from the ceiling fan kissed warm, dark corners of my body.
I waited.
“Are you going to let me lie down on my side of the bed, babygirl?”
I slid over. A boob grab and a kiss later, and we spooned for sleep.
***
The sun rose slowly in the sky. Why was I awake? What was he doing?
I heard him trundle off to the bathroom, nature calling too early in the morning.
Instead of curling back into the sheets, I rolled onto my back. Hips flat against the bed, arms spread out. Open, waiting.
I kept my eyes closed and held my breath. Would he pounce?
He grabbed his glasses and went to make coffee.
***
“Why didn’t we have sex this morning?” It was weird to ask, to have expected it and not received.
“I almost grabbed you. I had morning…” He grabbed his cock as his speech broke off, cognizant of little ears in the next room. “But I’d rather you were awake and participating the next time we have sex.
***
Libidos, muscle spasms, and energy levels still have not aligned for sex…yet.
Welcome to Masturbation Monday. I wish I could report some amazing kinky fuckery since the last amazing kinky fuckery, but life happens. And, poor John Brownstone, is still waiting for me to be awake and willing to participate. Frankly, so am I. For actual smut, you know where to go!
They sound like theyβre nearly in sync though. I hope it all… comes together soon
We’re getting there, slowly but surely.
oh damn, I know that feeling. Should I or is she really peacefully sleeping. damn< I'll just go make the coffee. always a safe bet.
Coffee is ALWAYS a safe bet, lol.
Glad youβre getting there. I know I sometimes arrange myself, hopefully…then nothing comes to pass. And I kick myself and ride that fine line of berating myself over not communicating, accepting what is is what is for the now and anticipate what is yet to come.
YES on that fine line. Sometimes I know exactly what I need to do, but I don’t do it, and then am unhappy with myself for not doing it. Ugh, what a cycle.
I love your honesty. Sometimes life does just get in the way, for us all. I hope things pick up for you both soon π
Aurora x
Thank you! And they have. π
I have got much better at asking but sometimes it is nice to just be taken. I hope you two find your groove again soon
Mollyx
That sounds like a very reasonable man. I’m sure you two will be back on track in no time. π
And we are. π
I think most couples have those times when they just don’t seem to be on the same page – but turn the page is turned and there you both are again – walking in step π x
It’s just a matter of time. π
We get these times when we are just not quite aligned too. When we talk after we can see so clearly the missed opportunity and it seems funny that within a relationship where communication is so good most of the time, we can still dance around each other a bit sometimes π
You’d think we wouldn’t go through it, but it just shows that it can happen to anyone. π
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