What happens you get bored? Me? I want to take naked pictures and find out if I can change how I see myself. After a long week of a lot of work, it seemed like a good idea.
Thankfully John Brownstone was more than willing. Happy to watch as I contorted my body this way and that, checking all angles.
I find it hard to accept my body, especially my stomach. It’s the part of me I tend to hide, and I’m learning not to do that. Part of me wants to cringe and hide away. Delete the picture, never look at it.
And part of me marvels at this side of myself that I’ve never really looked at before.
There’s nothing inherently sexual about this image. It doesn’t turn me on. If it turns you on, cool. But it feels freeing to see a side of myself in a more positive way…and to let myself be seen, in all my glory.
Welcome to Masturbation Monday! It’s not very sexy this week because I’m still out of town. But it was a revelation and I’m glad to have made it. For real smut, you know where to go!