What happens you get bored? Me? I want to take naked pictures and find out if I can change how I see myself. After a long week of a lot of work, it seemed like a good idea.
Thankfully John Brownstone was more than willing. Happy to watch as I contorted my body this way and that, checking all angles.
I find it hard to accept my body, especially my stomach. It’s the part of me I tend to hide, and I’m learning not to do that. Part of me wants to cringe and hide away. Delete the picture, never look at it.
And part of me marvels at this side of myself that I’ve never really looked at before.
There’s nothing inherently sexual about this image. It doesn’t turn me on. If it turns you on, cool. But it feels freeing to see a side of myself in a more positive way…and to let myself be seen, in all my glory.
Welcome to Masturbation Monday! It’s not very sexy this week because I’m still out of town. But it was a revelation and I’m glad to have made it. For real smut, you know where to go!
I have the same issue with my stomach. I had an emergency c-section. It will never look as good as it did when I was 18 . But little by little I am learning to to also like it with help of my Daddy. He won’t let me hide he wants to see all of me and what he want he gets .
Thank goodness for Daddies. 🙂
It does turn me on; the idea that natural expressions of sexuality are a turn on.
I can’t wait till tomorrow when you are home in all your glory!!
It was nice to be home and be naked with you again. 😉
I think it’s a beautiful image. Your skin looks so soft and the image makes me want to cuddle you! Or is that strange? 😉
LOL, not strange at all.
You have the beautiful curvaceous body of a woman. That’s what women should look like Kayla. A woman whose body has done the job it was intended for, bearing children, loving a man. How much more beautiful does it get than that?
I getcha. I have similar hang ups and it is good to challenge them, to give love to those parts we’re sensitive about because they are beautiful too. Well done for putting it out there. You have a cute belly. 🙂
*blush* Thank you!
I love all of you. Inside and out. 😊😘💜
The feeling is mutual!
Strong words and post!
Great body positivity. We all have bits of ourselves we dont like or love, so trying to overcome that is really great. From my PoV I thought your body looked stunning, I loved the curve of your waist and the flare of your hips (see I’m a bit straight there and I envy you!) Your skin looks glowing, soft and welcoming, as if you would be great to cuddle up to, and hug and sit next to. Yep, JB is a lucky guy xx
I’m trying to see those bits and pieces, too. And I’m a pretty good cuddler, lol, or so I’ve been told.
You look both beautiful and sexy and actually your tummy looks rather like mine so the thing I find odd is that I can look at yours and think you look glorious but I look at mine and it makes me sigh
I noticed the same thing when you posted about your navel ring, and I felt the same way. To me, you look BEAUTIFUL, but I don’t like what I see in myself. Strange how that works.
Curves are a lot more huggable than bones. It’s a good exercise to see and really look at one’s body. I have learnt to be less critical about the way my tummy looks 🙂
John Brownstone prefers my curves, and I agree, sometimes you really have to just look at yourself.
I think its a gorgeous and sensual photo – womanly x
Such a timely post to read. I’ve had 8 children and we are expecting our last in April. I struggle with my stomach and my ass the most. Interestky enoigh, my ass is my Daddy’s favorite part of me. I’m trying to see myself the way Daddy sees me but it’s hard. You are beautiful as every woman is. Learning to overcome the societal view of what a woman should look like is often difficult, add in our own bad tapes and it can be a reciepe for disaster. Thankfully, we aren’t alone in our journey of self acceptance.
No, we’re definitely not alone, and there is comfort in that. And I’ve found in D/s that accepting what JB tells me (from a submissive perspective) helps me “fake it, ’til I make it” on how I see myself. I hope that works for you.
Remember, without Your stomach, Your not Kayla Lords! Your Curves look Nice!