Emotions Writing

Randomness

I’ve been consumed lately. Consumed with publishing my first short story – you did hear about that, right? Consumed with promoting it. Consumed with gaining more readers. Just consumed.

It’s tiring, actually. But I’m loving it.

It hasn’t left a lot of time for self-reflection. Which means that I’ve got random stuff just living in my head. It’s dangerous in there! So, I guess this is my opportunity to randomly empty my head…that didn’t sound right…

I joined a gym. I’ve worked out for years, but between rowdy little boys and a tight evening schedule to maintain for them, I was barely getting in 30 minutes and it wasn’t exactly high impact or heart-pumping. So I joined a gym and I go at lunch. It works well so far.

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I hate 3 – I don’t hate 3 year olds, but I hate the age. Contrary and disobedient – just to test limits. But we’re working through it…there’s no other option, is there?

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I’m a full little now. I say “Sir” when it’s appropriate, but “Daddy” is much more comfortable on my tongue. It got me thinking (shocking, right?). Am I that malleable to the men I come across? I don’t think so. Was I always a little and didn’t know it? Or is that this man brings out my little where another man may bring out a different side of my submission?

I’m submissive enough to know that with this man, I need to be a little girl. The dynamic works well for us. But I also know that if I was with another, and I wasn’t little, I would be ok with that, too. Different people bring out different sides, I guess.

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While I’m committed to achieving success as a writer (whatever I deem success to be, I guess), I won’t just promote by my book (except for this shameful plug – $0.99 on Amazon, click here: http://amzn.to/13RkeMj ). This blog is still my space to write, to vent, to think, to explore.

I need this space for so many reasons. And I desperately need it to be an accurate reflection of who I am.

So there you go…complete randomness – serving no purpose other than to empty out my head a little.

About the author

Kayla Lords

I am an erotic author, sex blogger, podcaster, freelance writer, an opinionated marketer, and speaker. You can find me online sharing my innermost sexual thoughts and experiences, teaching other bloggers how to make money writing about sex, and helping kinksters have healthy BDSM relationships. I'm also a masochistic babygirl submissive with an amazing and sadistic Daddy Dom and business partner, John Brownstone. Welcome to my kinky corner of the internet!

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