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Little Girl Head Space

I feel like I’ve returned from the land of the dead and dying. Being sick sucks. I’m not 100 percent yet, but I feel so good by comparison that I’m almost a new woman. Actually, I feel like a little girl.

I’ve been thinking a lot about my little side. She is definitely there. I’ve talked about her before. She’s not new. Lately, I’ve been letting myself feel little when the need arises. I haven’t done anything particularly little lately, but I sit in that head space, rolling it around a bit, getting comfortable with it. I still can’t imagine calling someone Daddy, but I’ve thought it.

My little side likes fairies. Loves them in fact. That may need to be one of my next tattoos.

When I feel little, I notice pink…and tutus. I saw a little girl in the McDonald’s play area tonight wearing a hot pink tutu and wanted one so bad. I wouldn’t look nearly as cute as her, but I still wanted one. The sexual little in me would take a black tutu, as well, or purple.

I always equate feeling little with feeling ultra feminine, very girly. Tomorrow I’m doing the girliest thing I know to do as a grown woman. I’m getting my nails and hair done.

Ok, that’s not a powerful statement to most people, but as the mother of two boys, any day I don’t have snot, dirt, grime, or something a little questionable on me, is a good day. Can you imagine how this feels?! I’m paying for the luxury of being pampered – while I pay for the luxury of having someone watch my children. Ahhhhh…my little side is very happy.

I think I want a teddy bear, too. I can’t imagine buying one, though – too many other necessary things to purchase, but like my indulgence tomorrow, maybe I should throw caution to the wind.

But if I find myself a teddy bear, you should know that I will curl up and watch Disney movies, cradling it in my arms, living for just a few moments in my little girl head space…while I admire my pretty toes and twirl my hair around my fingers.

About the author

Kayla Lords

I am an erotic author, sex blogger, podcaster, freelance writer, an opinionated marketer, and speaker. You can find me online sharing my innermost sexual thoughts and experiences, teaching other bloggers how to make money writing about sex, and helping kinksters have healthy BDSM relationships. I'm also a masochistic babygirl submissive with an amazing and sadistic Daddy Dom and business partner, John Brownstone. Welcome to my kinky corner of the internet!

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