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“Give me one good reason why I should let you cum tonight, pet.”

“Can I give you a few, Sir?” I smiled, knowing what I wanted to say, but still unsure of myself.

“Ok?” He laughed a little.

“I’m beautiful. I’m worthy. I am loved. I deserve to be happy.” I have been telling myself this each morning and anytime I need to during the day since this weekend. It’s my new mantra.

“Yes you are, pet. And I will think about whether you can cum tonight or not.”

“Yes, Sir.” My voice trembled a bit.

I tortured myself last night and woke up wishing for the luxury of an orgasm.

As I do most mornings when I wake up, I ran my hands over my body. I didn’t touch my cunt or my clit. I don’t do it to cum – especially with no permission! I love the feel of my soft skin, my breasts, my ass, my stomach, all of me.

Wanting release badly, I spent the day squeezing my legs together. I went to an eye appointment. The boyishly handsome optometrist casually flirted with me. My pussy tightened.  The associate who fits glasses was friendly and chatty, my body hummed. Driving to work, I remembered the last time I sucked His cock and how He exploded in my mouth, how I licked up every missed drop, how I cleaned Him with my tongue. I groaned in the car.

Tonight, while we talked before He went to bed, I grabbed my ass, ran my hands across my hips and thighs, and prayed for a miracle.

“Pet, you need to train that ass tonight. I mean it.”

“Yes, Sir!” Part of me was excited, part of me dreaded it.  Working my ass always makes me want to cum, especially when I fuck myself with the vibrator.

A few minutes after we hung up, I received a text message.

“You can cum, but only while DP’ed, pet.”

Finally, sweet release! I guess this means I’m making progress.

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Kayla Lords

I am a sex blogger, podcaster, freelance writer, international speaker, kink educator, and all-around kinky woman. You can find me online sharing my innermost sexual thoughts and experiences, teaching other bloggers how to make money writing about sex, and helping kinksters have happy healthy BDSM relationships. I'm also a masochistic babygirl submissive with an amazing and sadistic Daddy Dom and business partner, John Brownstone. Welcome to my kinky corner of the internet!


    • It was more difficult and it wasn’t quite how I’m used to cumming, but yes, it did happen…maybe I’ll be a little less aroused tomorrow…lol

  • Dom’s and their orgasm denying. Such sweet torturous fun. I am glad he finally let you come. I hop it was on hell of an orgasm after all that waiting.

    • I’m a squirter but not during DP, so while it was a pretty big release, it wasn’t what I was used to…I definitely slept well afterwards, though…lol

      • I read the first line of this comment, and fell back in my bed laughing. (the sir is looking at me crazy now) I just finished “cleaning up” this monumental squirting mess.
        PostGlow sleep is awesome!

        • He puts towels underneath me when we play, and I soak through them…last time I saw Him, I splashed MYSELF…I promise you, until a few months ago, I never would have guessed it about myself…

          • I can’t tell you how awesome that is to read, then again, I guess I don’t need to, you’re living it…

          • It’s so different than what I’ve known before…and I never thought I’d have anything like it…sometimes I feel like I’m living a dream…

          • To think you are doing something, that people go their whole lives without accomplishing. You are living your dream. Keep dreaming, it may get even better. Just in case that isn’t cliche enough…. the sky is the limit! 🙂

  • Finally. Felt like I was holding my breath there. Now what got me going was your description of sucking him off. Have a thing for that…

    • It’s hard for me to believe that there was a time when I didn’t enjoy it (it was called my marriage)…I love it, and I crave doing it to Him…but as He reminded me today – He decides when I do that, if I do that…

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