When the distance fades and becomes a memory, what then?
What will it be like?
How will I handle the first time I don’t “feel” like submitting? Will that happen?
What will happen the first time we truly annoy one another?
What will we do if boredom creeps in? Will it?
There are so many questions, so many things unknown. I believe in who we are as a couple, but I’d be a fool if I didn’t admit that I wonder what the reality will be like for us. That’s the part of the story that I’ve never heard – what happens when the long distance is taken out of the relationship?
It won’t always be perfect. It won’t always be kinky – although I think Daddy has a few ideas.
When I think of what it might be like, euphoria sets in. I’m so blissfully happy. I’ve never had anything this good – what do I do if it becomes “normal?” My mom said she felt the same way with my stepfather – that it was too good to be true and she waited for the happiness to lessen. Ten years later, she says she’s still waiting. That makes me feel better. Not that my relationship is like hers – but that we both feel the same way.
Daddy is an amazing man although sometimes I think he doubts it. I don’t worry about him loving me. I worry about not being good enough, not being what he needs. I want him to have the best. He deserves the best.
I just can’t help wondering what life will be like when the distance finally fades.