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What I Want and Need On #MasturbationMonday

My mind is a jumble right now. Thoughts of what I want and need swirl in my head, conflicting with one another. In a week’s time, I will be with my Daddy for 5 days. He has plenty planned for us – kinky and not-kinky. Right now, though, there is so much I want and need…

I want to be held down, his hands clamped on my arms. I want my legs forced wide, painfully wide. I want him to thrust in and out of my soaked cunt, hard and fast. I want it to hurt.

I want to be thrown down, bent over something, the bed, a chair, anything. My ass and pussy exposed. I want my hair pulled hard. I want to be called dirty names. I want to be used.

I want to hear the THWAP, THWAP, THWAP of hard fucking and the SMACK, SMACK, SMACK of hard spankings. I want to feel my own fluids dribble down my leg from sheer excitement. I want to be denied what I think I want as he takes exactly what he wants.

I want my mouth filled with cock. My hand can hang down from the side of the bed. I can kneel before him. I can mount him so that his tongue laps my clit, causing me to squeal in pleasure around his flesh. I want him to fuck my mouth. I want to hear the sounds of my own gagging.

I want his hand around my throat. I don’t care if it’s while I’m sucking or while he’s fucking. I want to know he has total control over me, including my ability to breathe.

I need, oh, how I need, to feel his warm, rough hands caressing my skin. I need to feel the gentle strength of his embrace. I need to be enveloped in his arms, my head on his shoulder.

I need to feel his tongue lapping my skin, from my neck to my thighs. I need to be tasted and tickled.

I need sweet, slow love-making. Thrusting and touching, two bodies entwined. I need to unleash my desperation against his calm exterior.

I need to hear, “Good girl.” I need to hear, “I love you, babygirl.” I need to hear, “Mine.”

I need to be loved with his whole being while I love him with mine. I need to hold hands, hug, and kiss his cheek. I need to feel his fingers caress my cheek, taking me by the chin, forcing me to look into his eyes. I need to touch and be touched.

This, and so much more, is what I want and need…


About the author

Kayla Lords

I am a sex blogger, podcaster, freelance writer, international speaker, kink educator, and all-around kinky woman. You can find me online sharing my innermost sexual thoughts and experiences, teaching other bloggers how to make money writing about sex, and helping kinksters have happy healthy BDSM relationships. I'm also a masochistic babygirl submissive with an amazing and sadistic Daddy Dom and business partner, John Brownstone. Welcome to my kinky corner of the internet!


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