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I’m Beautiful

I spend a lot of time on Tumblr, I admit it. It’s become an addiction.

I got fed up yesterday and went on a rant (on Tumblr) about only seeing the perfect, beautiful, non-existent women instead of women like me.

This morning, I got a wild hair up my ass and posted this on Tumblr…

Well, Hello, Kitty!

As I looked at myself in the mirror this afternoon while getting dressed, I became angry at myself. There was a time when I was loved by a man who thought I was beautiful. I sent him pictures of my nude body. He responded breathlessly – as if he’d never seen someone like me before. He saw every flaw, every mark, every scar, every extra bit of fat, and he loved me.

Why the hell am I so ashamed of my own body? I don’t want the man who would take one look at me and lose interest. I want the man who loves me despite my flaws and because of my flaws. I want the man who looks deeper. I want the man who appreciates me for who I am.

Now, I’m on a one-woman crusade to add reality to everyone’s Tumblr dashboard – at least the small piece of the world that follows me. While I was getting dressed today, I slid my jeans over my naked ass and realized my ass in jeans (or out of them for that matter) is sexy as hell.

This is what I shared with the Tumblr world tonight.

I’m far from perfect. But who gives a fuck?! Somewhere in this world is someone who will love me for all that I am.

My attitude about my body is changing, and for the better. No, I don’t look like the 20-somethings I see everywhere. No, I don’t even look like the 30-something women I saw at the grocery store today. But I know my own worth, and I don’t want the man who can’t see past the physical. The man who loves me will be rewarded with love untold. I think that’s worth much more than a tight ass and flat stomach.

About the author

Kayla Lords

I am an erotic author, sex blogger, podcaster, freelance writer, an opinionated marketer, and speaker. You can find me online sharing my innermost sexual thoughts and experiences, teaching other bloggers how to make money writing about sex, and helping kinksters have healthy BDSM relationships. I'm also a masochistic babygirl submissive with an amazing and sadistic Daddy Dom and business partner, John Brownstone. Welcome to my kinky corner of the internet!

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