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Little Girl Tendencies

He calls me “little girl” sometimes. Not in a sexual way. No, no – sexually, I’m cunt, bitch, whore, slut, and afterwards, pet and Good girl. God, just thinking about those names makes me wet.

“Little girl” refers to those moments when I stop the strong, ball-busting persona I created long ago and blush because He called me beautiful. Or when I grin like a cheeseball because He said, “I love you.” That side of me comes out when I giggle or pout a little.

It’s a side of me that feels natural and yet, I’m self-conscious because it’s not a side I’ve let out before. When I feel like a little girl, I want to nuzzle against Him, I want to capture His full attention, I want to submit more than ever before, I want to be His completely.

Neither of us feels compelled to follow the D/lg dynamic. I don’t want to be “little girl” while He’s paddling my ass or fisting me. But in those softer moments, I tingle when He calls me a little girl.

I won’t even pretend to understand the Daddy/little girl element of D/s.  More power to you if that’s your thing, it’s just not mine. But those moments when He compares me to a little girl do something to me I don’t fully understand.

And then I have those moments that I can’t figure out if it’s the woman in me or the little girl in me taking control:

When I sent Him this today, I only wanted to make Him smile. It worked.

The question I ask myself: did the little girl in me do that or what?

 

About the author

Kayla Lords

I am an erotic author, sex blogger, podcaster, freelance writer, an opinionated marketer, and speaker. You can find me online sharing my innermost sexual thoughts and experiences, teaching other bloggers how to make money writing about sex, and helping kinksters have healthy BDSM relationships. I'm also a masochistic babygirl submissive with an amazing and sadistic Daddy Dom and business partner, John Brownstone. Welcome to my kinky corner of the internet!

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