Masturbation

Watching Myself

I don’t like to be told no, even when I’m the one saying it.  I washed my sheets yesterday – and reading any of my posts from this week, you know why – but I especially washed them yesterday because family came to town today, and I always give up my bed to my parents.  And the last thing I needed was for my bed to smell of come.  Either they would wonder what the hell was wrong with my room and what the smell was – or they’d know exactly what it was, and I would have to curl up and die of embarrassment. So, into the washer went the sheets.

I told myself last night to leave me alone.  I can go two nights without a puddle – it’s not a sacrifice. Except, the moment I said no, I wanted it more than I ever had.  On a whim, I decided to watch myself.

I laid a quilt over the sheets.  The same quilt I’m using tonight – because I like the idea of smelling myself. Yes, I will wash it this weekend.  I didn’t have a small mirror but necessity is the mother of invention, and my phone let’s me flip the camera to look at myself. So I did what any horny, freaky, single woman would do.  I turned the camera around to the self-shot view and moved in for a close up.

It was amazing.

I watched my fingers stroke my pussy.  I saw the sheen from the juices.  I saw my labia swell. It changed from dusky color to pink to dark pink as the blood flow increased.  I watched as my pussy convulsed and opened.  I watched the come drip out of my body.  Fascinated at the sight of myself, I continued to look and stare long after I came and arousal gave way to relaxation.

How had I ever thought such a beautiful part of my body should be hidden away – from myself?

About the author

Kayla Lords

I am an erotic author, sex blogger, podcaster, freelance writer, an opinionated marketer, and speaker. You can find me online sharing my innermost sexual thoughts and experiences, teaching other bloggers how to make money writing about sex, and helping kinksters have healthy BDSM relationships. I'm also a masochistic babygirl submissive with an amazing and sadistic Daddy Dom and business partner, John Brownstone. Welcome to my kinky corner of the internet!

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