Emotions

A Much Needed Distraction

I admit that I fall deep into my own head – quickly, easily, and sometimes to a bad end. It happened this morning, driving down the road.

My thoughts swirled from one self-loathing thought to the next. I could feel panic rising up. I gripped the steering wheel tighter. My breathing became erratic.

I knew the thoughts leading to this feeling were irrational.

I also knew I’d been okay earlier this morning, and I’d be okay after this moment passed. But right that minute, I was spiraling.

And then a song came on. A song that always makes me want to dance and shimmy. A song that never fails to cheer me up. Somehow, it cut through the fog. I smiled. I swayed. I sang. For a moment, I forgot.

While it was playing, there was no room for anxious thoughts and panic. After, my mind was a little clearer – although that choked feeling persists.

A song can’t fix me, but I’ll take the distraction it provided.

About the author

Kayla Lords

I am an erotic author, sex blogger, podcaster, freelance writer, an opinionated marketer, and speaker. You can find me online sharing my innermost sexual thoughts and experiences, teaching other bloggers how to make money writing about sex, and helping kinksters have healthy BDSM relationships. I'm also a masochistic babygirl submissive with an amazing and sadistic Daddy Dom and business partner, John Brownstone. Welcome to my kinky corner of the internet!

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