A reblog from more than two years ago. I wrote it at the time as an ode to what I wanted to experience, what I needed to experience. I'm bringing it back this week for Wicked Wednesday. The prompt is about the senses. Here's what I know about myself as a submissive - I want fierce sensations - emotional and physical. I want to feel pain and a bit of nervousness. I want harshness and a sense of unbalance. Calm equals a lack of sensation for me. Wild and untamed moments give me an overload of sensation, and I float away to subspace on a sea of endorphins.