My latest article for Scene Magazine is online, and I hope you’ll all go check it out. I can’t imagine I’m the only submissive in the world with this problem!
My Skin Feels Too Tight
At the end of a bad day – or week – sometimes nothing soothes me. Not my Daddy’s kind words. Not the promise of a treat. Nothing. I’m twitchy and aggravated. I snap easily. I’m testy. If I could, I’d stomp my feet, cross my arms, and pout.
My skin feels too damn tight.
That’s become our code. It’s not a clear, calm explanation so that he understands what he needs to do to help me. No. It’s whiny, clinging, petulant. “Daddy! My skin feels too tight! I hate this feeling!”
But, he’s learned that what I need most of all is raw domination. Don’t be nice. Don’t be kind. Be Dominant. Be rough. Be primal. Make me forget. Get me out of my head.
That’s the thing with most submissives I’ve met – we can get trapped in our heads in a heartbeat. I know my mind is constantly turning and whirring. Thoughts, ideas, memories, and to-do lists all compete for space and attention in my mind.
Sometimes it’s too damn much.
Feeling this a lot lately and just don’t have the means to deal with it. Trying to get myself back in a better mood before we can start working on this again. Depression really throws a curve ball into the situation and made it tons harder. So we are dealing with one thing at a time. That being the depression first and foremost.
One thing at a time is right, and your mental health definitely needs to be a priority. ((HUGS))
I so get that. Unapologetic, raw, forceful dominance with no questions, just taking all my submission. Never heard the phrase, “My skin’s too tight.” I like that.
It’s the only way I could describe it to him one night. I felt itchy and twitchy all over. Like I was expanding from the inside out. A few minutes of rawness later, and I was good. 🙂
I’m stealing that line 🙂
Go for it!
What?! You?!! Too much in your head?
I can’t even imagine such a thing.
I know, right? Inconceivable! /giggles
Great write and read, BTW
😀 Thank you.