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What A Year

My 2012 will end much differently than it began.

At the beginning of 2012, I was a little repressed:

I couldn’t orgasm.

I thought I understood love.

I had no idea what D/s was.

I had no idea I was sexually submissive.

I was uncomfortable in my own skin.

I blushed at the mention of certain words: pussy, cunt, clit, tit, cock…


At the end of 2012, well, things are a bit different:

I just came about eight times in less than 10 minutes, once simply by tapping my g-spot, before writing this post.

I learned to love my clit, my petals, and my puddles.

I write a sex blog, for God’s sake!

I understand true love and heart break.

I am unashamedly sexual and sensual.

I crave spankings, nipple clamps, and pain with my pleasure.

I know what a safeword is, and I hate it.


I don’t do resolutions – no need to set myself up for failure. But after what’s happened in 2012, I will admit I can’t imagine what 2013 will bring. I’m just gonna hang on for the ride and see what comes next!

About the author

Kayla Lords

I am a sex blogger, podcaster, freelance writer, international speaker, kink educator, and all-around kinky woman. You can find me online sharing my innermost sexual thoughts and experiences, teaching other bloggers how to make money writing about sex, and helping kinksters have happy healthy BDSM relationships. I'm also a masochistic babygirl submissive with an amazing and sadistic Daddy Dom and business partner, John Brownstone. Welcome to my kinky corner of the internet!


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