Sleep was the enemy because it refused to come. Now it’s become the refuge. I desperately did not want to get out of bed today, regardless of my bravado yesterday.
I know what I need to do to stay sane. I know what I need to do to keep the pain at bay. Facing the day today felt impossible, but it had to be done.
I have plans for today, to keep myself as busy as possible.
One of them includes possibly finishing The Visitor (here’s Part 2).
This haunts me, because until He believes it, its meaningless:
The quote is so true and Yes he needs to believe it… Few men do though. They all seem to want to run away or hide in their caves. I can relate some because I tend to hide within me when things get rough but my Sir stops me…
Anyway another topic for another day.
I hope being busy helps some… Also just keep on talking that helps as well.
If I can get my butt moved closer to Him, He won’t have any choice…and at this point, I’d rather fight with Him about closing Himself off than have no choice in the matter because of distance…yes, busy busy…and writing, writing…lol
Weird, I just said this exact quote yesterday.
Keeping busy is a good plan, it always seemed to help me. Hugs to you.
Thank you. The plan is to stay so busy I exhaust myself…we’ll see how that goes…
Sounds like you have a good plan..Its hard…
Very hard…but I’ll make it through…even as busy as I’ve been, I’ve done a lot of thinking…
I can tell…You will struggle but in the end U will be a better woman & submissive for it..
Nothing easy is worth having…