Tired of my hand. Tired of myself. Tired of my loneliness.

My silent screams, my bucking hips, my flowing pussy – I’m tired of it all.  Finding my own pleasure is priceless. Being reminded of my isolation renders the pleasure meaningless.

I want to be driven to the edge. I want someone to hold on to when I dive off the cliff. I want someone to marvel in my body and my body’s responses. I want to be fucked beyond reason. I want to be licked, sucked, nibbled, yanked, pulled, pushed, bitten, fingered, used.

I want the dream. I’m tired of the reality.

About the author

Kayla Lords

I am a sex blogger, podcaster, freelance writer, international speaker, kink educator, and all-around kinky woman. You can find me online sharing my innermost sexual thoughts and experiences, teaching other bloggers how to make money writing about sex, and helping kinksters have happy healthy BDSM relationships. I'm also a masochistic babygirl submissive with an amazing and sadistic Daddy Dom and business partner, John Brownstone. Welcome to my kinky corner of the internet!


  • I understand. The reality isn’t enough, but ive resigned myself to it. Hopefully you get your dream…

  • Living in a sexless marriage for the past 3+ years has taught me to enjoy pleasuring myself, escape in it, embrace the pleasure for what it is. Granted I had my moments where I was where you are….but there is nothing wrong with self love…if it helps you learn to love yourself. I feel your pain though.

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