“Ohhhhhh, Dad-deeeeeee!” I whispered.

Wait, what? I nearly swallowed my tongue the moment I realized I said it out loud instead of thinking it to myself. The rumbling growl that answered my plea told me everything I needed to know.

My voice changed in an instant. I became the babygirl he had called me earlier. He became Daddy. I, who thought she couldn’t say the word, was pleading with my Daddy to let me cum. My voice softened, lightened. Gone was the guttural screams of a woman needing release. Now, my little side came out to play, begging and whimpering in a new way that I’d never experienced, but it was no less genuine.

As a Daddy, he’s different than the Beast. The Beast throws me across the bed, holds my throat, and violently takes every orgasm I have. He throws my legs over my shoulders and fucks the hell out of me. God, I love it!

Daddy is kinder, gentler, but no less sadistic. He coddles me – when I deserve to be coddled. Our play immediately became different. I allowed my sassy, silly babygirl to show. She squeals and giggles – a lot. She pouts a little, too.

I told him later that the dynamic changed the moment he became Daddy, and I became babygirl. It felt completely natural. We fit like that. Ironic since he originally rejected the idea of being a DaddyDom, and I’ve been pretty outspoken about how I thought my little side worked.

Mentally, I’d been trying to fit us into the only D/s role that I knew – a strict Sir and a willing submissive. And he can be, most definitely, a strict Sir. But he is not my lion, and that’s a good thing.

Lion was very strict, and I adored that about him. This man, oh, he’s different. With him, my little feels very safe to come out in all her rag-tag glory – knee socks, pigtails, teddy bears, and all.

He’s not my Sir in the full submission, normal relationship way. We’re not planning elaborate details of a future together. But…

He’s one of my best friends. He’s my biggest supporter. He’s the first man in my life who upon hearing my dream of publishing my writing told me he would stand by me every step of the way, and then began helping me. He researches as much as I do, and we discuss different ideas nearly every day. If he hadn’t broken through my walls before, he did then.

I’m not going to gush about my feelings – because I don’t do that with him. I’m still wary. I’m still scared. Sadly, I’m still a bit heartbroken. There’s still a lot of real life to get through before big decisions can ever be made.

I won’t write much about our relationship. I learned a hard lesson last time. I haven’t and I won’t start trying to guess the future. I’m focusing on the here and now, and enjoying what we’ve cobbled together for ourselves.

But really, who knew I would ever have a Daddy?

About the author

Kayla Lords

I am a sex blogger, podcaster, freelance writer, international speaker, kink educator, and all-around kinky woman. You can find me online sharing my innermost sexual thoughts and experiences, teaching other bloggers how to make money writing about sex, and helping kinksters have happy healthy BDSM relationships. I'm also a masochistic babygirl submissive with an amazing and sadistic Daddy Dom and business partner, John Brownstone. Welcome to my kinky corner of the internet!


  • It is my belief that to be fully dominant, the dominant has to be supportive of the submissive no matter the form of the relationship… if it is to be a relationship that grows and provides growth.

    What didn’t work before was/is just an experience. We don’t remain brittle because our first attempts at writing were not good. We design to do better… and we practice and train. When we rely on another to supply half the result, it is difficult, but do not hold onto failure while you are trying to improve. It will harm your ability to improve.

  • Sounds like the two of you are building something slowly which there is nothing wrong with. Take your time, enjoy what the two of you have. Also seems like for you both to be able to break through and be able to call him Daddy means you feel safe with him….that you can be yourself. The two of you are growing, exploring different aspects of each other, let it develop you never know what may happen.

    Also that he is behind you in achieving your dreams says that there is more to what you have then just good bedroom chemistry.

    Wishing you all the best.

  • You are so right. “It’s All About The Here and Now”. Ssometimes we are so focused on “other issues” that we forget to “Stop And Smell The Flowers”.
    May your path be filled with happiness & joy.

  • Daddies are different. They fit a father figure/friend/Dom in such a way that it can confuse the mind in the beginning. Enjoy it sweetheart, you deserve it :-). xxx

  • i find myself wanting to jump up and down with joy for you. To find someone who fills the many facted sides of you is a wonderful thing. It builds a joy like no other. And yes take it slow and enjoy its growth. Jumping to quickly can make something wonderful burnout to fast.

  • One step, one day, one bit of the relationship at a time. 🙂 And to be honest, you can have more than one side to a relationship. I have Wolf, the DOM and I end up with no choices. Then I have Wolf the concerned lover who takes care of me and cuddles me to him like a warm teddy bear. 🙂

  • Yay!!!! So happy for you and your daddy. Glad he found that he is a daddy as well and you both can explore together.
    It’s good that you are keeping him a secret (for now?) and taking things slow…
    I am smiing big over here…

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