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Sexual Meditations

At the advice of a good friend, I meditate each night for five minutes, following along with a recording from a therapist. She has the best voice – soothing, melodic, British (I adore accents). Meditation isn’t for everyone, but it does calm me down in a way that I find surprising. And over the past few weeks, I find myself  able to concentrate more during the day. Although the point of the meditation is to focus, and for me, I focus on my breath, I always find my thoughts wandering…

I love my legs over a man’s shoulders. The tightness in my muscles, the pounding in my cunt…Mmmmm…

Breathing. Deep breathing.

Ohhhh, when I spread my legs wide this morning after I came, the cool air felt so good. I wonder if I would like ice? Brrrr, it may hurt, though…ooohhhh, but I might like that…

Thought wandered. Breathing. Focus on the breath.

I want to look into a man’s eyes while my mouth is wrapped around his dick. The burning in my thighs, the pain in my neck from looking up at that angle…mmmm, the silky smooth feeling of a cock in my mouth. God, I love sucking cock, nibbling, kissing, licking. Choking, gagging…mmmmmm….

Shit. Breathing. In through the nose, out through the nose. Focus.

I want to be grabbed by my hair and yanked backwards. I want the pain in my head and the pain in my back. It makes me cry, but the fucking in my pussy always feels so good. I wonder how long I could hold a position like that (or be held, as the case may be)?  God, hearing the growls of a man taking what he wants. Ohhhhh, that would be delicious. The bed would be soaked after that…mmmm, then I could sleep in a puddle.

Breathing, breathing. Oh, there are the bells. Guess we’re done for the night.

About the author

Kayla Lords

I am a sex blogger, podcaster, freelance writer, international speaker, kink educator, and all-around kinky woman. You can find me online sharing my innermost sexual thoughts and experiences, teaching other bloggers how to make money writing about sex, and helping kinksters have happy healthy BDSM relationships. I'm also a masochistic babygirl submissive with an amazing and sadistic Daddy Dom and business partner, John Brownstone. Welcome to my kinky corner of the internet!


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