Never underestimate the power of a few squirting orgasms.
I still have the ache in my heart, but I found my appetite today. I laughed a little with my co-workers. I focused on work much more than I have in the past several days. I didn't cry at all.
Signs of progress, I guess.
The universe is trying to tell me something - I'll hear about one job tomorrow (I hope)...I have a second interview via Skype for another on Thursday...and I'll be receiving a job description for a position that just came open by next Monday with an initial interview to follow.
If one falls through, I'll just maintain hope for what comes next.
I haven't said it in a while, I haven't said it to him in days, and I won't interrupt his world with it, but I love that man. It overwhelms me sometimes, but I do.