Kinky Fuckery Masturbation

Training To Play


The vibrating dildo slid into my ass effortlessly.  The throbbing within my body lulled me into a light trance.  I began to pull it out and ease it back in, pull it out and ease it back in, gently fucking myself.  The nirvana of screaming nerve-endings coming alive wrung a moan from my throat.


I lay in a stupor, letting the sensations roll across my body.  The pulsing of the toy inside of my body sent sensations into my pussy, my nipples, my mind.  Knowing I could not stay there all night, I slowly eased the dildo, still throbbing and pulsing, out of my ass. As the vibrating head touched my sensitive asshole, I quivered.  My fingers found my clit and they danced and twirled until thick cum seeped out of my body.


Until a few weeks ago, I had never had anything bigger than a finger in my ass.  My first experience, years ago, with anal play lacked finesse and expertise from my partner.  I shelved it as “not my thing.”

So far, the only time I used my safeword occurred when Sir and I tried anal sex.  I felt split apart, my ass on fire.  I choked out the word,  muffled by the sheets I gripped in clenched hands, “Red…red…red…RED!”  The moment He heard me, He stopped.

“It’s ok, pet.  Do not for one minute think you’ve disappointed me.  You tried, and that’s all I ever ask.”

A few days later, we mutually agreed, I needed more time and more training.  From a small plug to a blue glass dildo and now to the dark knight, here I am.  Regardless of how stretched I feel, how ready I think I am to take more, I must orgasm or come close before any toy of girth can find purchase within my ass.  I must be a full state of relaxation.

Once I set the dark knight to a low pulse, he slipped in like a knife through butter. A sense of accomplishment washes over me each time I take something bigger or fuck myself longer. With a slightly sore ass, I sit here, wondering, “What next?”


About the author

Kayla Lords

I am a sex blogger, podcaster, freelance writer, international speaker, kink educator, and all-around kinky woman. You can find me online sharing my innermost sexual thoughts and experiences, teaching other bloggers how to make money writing about sex, and helping kinksters have happy healthy BDSM relationships. I'm also a masochistic babygirl submissive with an amazing and sadistic Daddy Dom and business partner, John Brownstone. Welcome to my kinky corner of the internet!

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