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In My Dreams, I’m A Sub

Some say dreams aren’t really what they appear to be about.  I think they might be wrong…

Tears mark my face.  I feel so alone and unloved. I tremble and shiver, cold and lonely.

I can’t see his face or make out who he is, but I can hear his voice.  I can feel his presence.  He’s familiar to me.  Warmth envelops me.

“Don’t cry.”

My head turns towards the sound of his voice.  I know him.

“Yes, Sir.” I bow my head.

What am I doing? 

“You need to love yourself, tonight, Kayla.”

I nod meekly.

“Touch your body…now.”

“Yes, Sir.” My hands move over my breasts, down my stomach, stroking my soft skin. My head falls back.

Did I really just do this?

“Love yourself. Know you aren’t alone.  I’m here.”

My hands trail down further, moving towards my wet heat.  Moisture pools, hot and ready. I moan softly.

“Finger yourself with two fingers. Thumb on your clit. Tap your G-spot.”

For a heartbeat, I hesitate.  “Yes, Sir.”

Two fingers slip easily inside.  My thumb rests against my clit.  Soaking wet already, I tap my g-spot, my thumb rubbing against my clit.   I throw my head back, arch my back, and scream silently.  Moments later I come in my hand.

“Lick your fingers. Suck off all of your juices.”

I look at my hand.  I wonder if I can do this. I dare not hesitate too long. Slowly, I bring my wet, trembling hand to my mouth.

Holy hell, am I really doing this?

My tongue darts out, quickly tasting a digit, then retreating.  Something in me relents, and I put both fingers in my mouth, sucking and licking, savoring the taste of myself.  My tongue laps up every drop. When I pull my hand away from my hot mouth, my fingers are clean.

“Good girl.”  I stand a little taller, hearing the pride in his voice.

“You feel better, pet?” At the sound of that endearment, my back arches, and I purr.  If he had touched me, I would have leaned in to nuzzle against him.

“Yes, Sir.”

What the hell?  Who am I?

In my dreams, I’m a sub…

About the author

Kayla Lords

I am a sex blogger, podcaster, freelance writer, international speaker, kink educator, and all-around kinky woman. You can find me online sharing my innermost sexual thoughts and experiences, teaching other bloggers how to make money writing about sex, and helping kinksters have happy healthy BDSM relationships. I'm also a masochistic babygirl submissive with an amazing and sadistic Daddy Dom and business partner, John Brownstone. Welcome to my kinky corner of the internet!


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