An Observation

I love to look at beautiful pictures of nudity, fucking, sucking, licking – you name it.  This one is my personal fave.  This one comes a close second.  I am turned on by nearly every image I see.  Some are to be expected, some surprise me.

And yet…

I get damn tired of seeing physical perfection in every picture.  Many are clearly photoshopped, posed, edited, and professionally done.  A woman with flawless skin and not one dimple, scar, line, or anything on her body?  That screams fake to me.

But, while I think I want to see women who look more like the woman I see in the mirror, somehow I doubt it would have the power to turn me on the way the seemingly perfect bodies do.  If I see my every flaw, I know I will see their’s.

I want it both ways – I want to be comforted by the fact that women who look like me can have sexual experiences that look like this. But I want to be turned on by the fantasy, too.

I will probably never be satisfied, I guess.