My 2012 will end much differently than it began.
At the beginning of 2012, I was a little repressed:
I couldn’t orgasm.
I thought I understood love.
I had no idea what D/s was.
I had no idea I was sexually submissive.
I was uncomfortable in my own skin.
I blushed at the mention of certain words: pussy, cunt, clit, tit, cock…
At the end of 2012, well, things are a bit different:
I just came about eight times in less than 10 minutes, once simply by tapping my g-spot, before writing this post.
I learned to love my clit, my petals, and my puddles.
I write a sex blog, for God’s sake!
I understand true love and heart break.
I am unashamedly sexual and sensual.
I crave spankings, nipple clamps, and pain with my pleasure.
I know what a safeword is, and I hate it.
I don’t do resolutions – no need to set myself up for failure. But after what’s happened in 2012, I will admit I can’t imagine what 2013 will bring. I’m just gonna hang on for the ride and see what comes next!
This has been a magical year. Lesson learned
Love lost and found. And the one to come will be even more magical
That’s what I’m counting on… 🙂
Congrats on all your progress. I’ve enjoyed reading about it all. 🙂
It only hits me when I think about where I started…day to day, I don’t see it as much…wow.
It will me magnificent for you!!
That’s my hope, too… 🙂
That’s amazing Kayla!
I’m so glad you found what makes you happy
<3
xxxo
I am trying… 🙂
You made that list – what a success story!
Even if all the outcomes have not been quite what you wanted, you are poised to be much more the person you should be in 2013.
Your New Year’s resolution sounds like it should be more of the same, with better results.
And I will admit that I wish I could do what you just did in 10 minutes;-)
I would hazard a guess that many people wish they could do what I did in ten minutes…lol
And thank you for your kind words…I’m trying to be a better me…I don’t know what that looks like yet, but this time next year, I’ll probably have an idea…
What’s a little without a good spanking? 🙂 Love your words and your blog. So proud of you. Take care hon.
Thank you, Renee! 🙂 Happy New Year!
🙂
Life is a journey, just enjoy the scenery along the way, don’t think so much about destination. Don’t believe in resolutions. If I can’t fulfill any of them, just makes me feel lousy. Just live as much as you can in a responsible way each day !
I have to remember that. I’m so goal-oriented that I am often focused on the destination. Maybe in 2013 I’ll learn to look at the scenery more…