“I’m glad we fucked.”
Instead of seductive and satisfied, I know I come across as if we’ve just finished a business meeting. And maybe I should have said it hours before — right after we actually fucked. But lying in the dark, knowing we won’t right now (for a number of reasons), it’s a nice moment to reflect on: our Sunday morning fuck.
I have no libido. An engine that (usually) requires very little revving, I can now go days, even weeks, without thinking about sex in even the most abstract way. When you jokingly asked, “Do you even remember the last orgasm you had?” I drew a blank.
No desire for sex doesn’t stop me from wanting you. I still snuggle and spoon in the most suggestive way possible so you know, even in the middle of sleep, you can and should initiate contact. On the few occasions you’ve skipped our typical Sunday morning fuck, I’ve expressed disappointment.
Because it’s not about being turned on or getting off. The satisfaction I feel isn’t sexual in the way we usually think of it.
I can’t get enough of your fingers digging into my hips, pulling me close. Our legs rubbing against the other’s, groin against groin. I need the heat and sweat of our bodies moving together in mutual purpose. The sound of your groans; the squeak of the bed. Your cock in my cunt feels amazing, but it’s more than that. It’s your breath on my shoulder. Your nails in my skin. The way the covers tangle in our feet.
Our fucking is warm, comfortable, intimate…even when I’m barely sexually aroused and don’t get off.
So yeah, I’m glad we fucked.
Kayla , this is such a touching post . It’s also a dynamic that had never crossed my mind.
Thank you
Thank you!
Intimacy, there’s so much joy in that but it can be hidden within lust. Intimacy is a beautiful thing indeed.
It is!
So much yes to this. This isn’t me now, but I realised recently this was me for many years and it was a feeling I couldn’t adequately express so that desire for intimacy went unmet. You have put it into words perfectly thought xxx
Thank you! And I’ve loved seeing how happy you are now. It’s a beautiful thing to witness.
Loved this. There are so many different kinds of arousal, so many different ways to fuck. It’s great to see more of them acknowledged.
Thank you! It was a nice revelation to have.
This was Eye-opening.. I don’t care much about sex..but the intimacy is everything. It’s what gets me going. It’s what makes me pounce, purr..
I imagined the last part of your story Kayla, that was very romantic. glad that you feel that way.
I thought it was very well written and very seductive
I love it! Great read 🙂