Emotions

No Bravado Today

Sleep was the enemy because it refused to come. Now it’s become the refuge. I desperately did not want to get out of bed today, regardless of my bravado yesterday.

I know what I need to do to stay sane. I know what I need to do to keep the pain at bay. Facing the day today felt impossible, but it had to be done.

I have plans for today, to keep myself as busy as possible.

One of them includes possibly finishing The Visitor (here’s Part 2).

This haunts me, because until He believes it, its meaningless:

About the author

Kayla Lords

I am a sex blogger, podcaster, freelance writer, international speaker, kink educator, and all-around kinky woman. You can find me online sharing my innermost sexual thoughts and experiences, teaching other bloggers how to make money writing about sex, and helping kinksters have happy healthy BDSM relationships. I'm also a masochistic babygirl submissive with an amazing and sadistic Daddy Dom and business partner, John Brownstone. Welcome to my kinky corner of the internet!

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