Today was a good day, better than yesterday.
He loves me, He wants the best for me, He wants me to be the best I can be. But He is also Sir, and we are nothing without D/s in our relationship. Until I can show that I’m making true, lasting positive changes, I will not receive permission to cum.
Talk about incentive.
Tonight, I’ve tortured myself. With this and this and holy shit, this. That last one had me panting.
I’m hot, I’m wet, I’m in agony.
Then, there was this and this and oh God, this.
No, I don’t know why I torture myself, either. It’s not at all what I meant to accomplish tonight.
I’m clearheaded and focused. I’m content and in the moment. But damn, my pussy aches right now.