Emotions

A Much Needed Distraction

I admit that I fall deep into my own head - quickly, easily, and sometimes to a bad end. It happened this morning, driving down the road.

My thoughts swirled from one self-loathing thought to the next. I could feel panic rising up. I gripped the steering wheel tighter. My breathing became erratic.

I knew the thoughts leading to this feeling were irrational.

I also knew I'd been okay earlier this morning, and I'd be okay after this moment passed. But right that minute, I was spiraling.

And then a song came on. A song that always makes me want to dance and shimmy. A song that never fails to cheer me up. Somehow, it cut through the fog. I smiled. I swayed. I sang. For a moment, I forgot.

While it was playing, there was no room for anxious thoughts and panic. After, my mind was a little clearer - although that choked feeling persists.

A song can't fix me, but I'll take the distraction it provided.

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Kayla Lords

I am an erotic author, sex blogger, podcaster, freelance writer, and an opinionated marketer. I'm also a masochistic babygirl submissive with an amazing and sadistic Daddy Dom. Welcome to my kinky corner of the internet!

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