Welcome to Wicked Wednesday! This week’s prompt centers around our firsts – first sexual experience, first kink experience, first…whatever. I’m a sexual being, if you hadn’t noticed. There are plenty of things left to try – and I can’t to try everything that turns me on! The first time you do anything, you feel something. This week, I give you a series of my firsts – and how they made me feel.
The first time I kissed a boy – breathless
The first time a boy touched my pussy – excited but scared
The first time I had sex – unsure
The first time I gave a blowjob – powerful beyond measure
The first time a man licked, ate, devoured my pussy – out of control
The first time I touched my own pussy – scared
The first time I purposely touched my pussy to orgasm – determined
The first time I orgasmed – released
The first time I read an erotic story online – hot and bothered
The first time I looked at BDSM pictures online – overwhelmed and wet
The first time I kneeled for my Dominant – fulfilled
The first time I served my Dominant – purposeful
The first time I was spanked – relieved
The first time I was tied up –Â secure (no pun intended)
The first time I played in the Dungeon – overwhelmed
Every first time fills us with some feeling or emotion, sometimes they conflict. If done right, the second, third, 100th time is even better than the first. In my case, with every single thing I’ve listed here, it’s gotten better and better over time.
I look forward to many more firsts.
A challenge to all of you – what did some of your first (recent or in the past) make you feel? I’d love it if you shared in the comments or wrote something on your own blog. We know we’ve come along way, but seeing it like this makes it quite real.
Getting old ! Can’t remember those of my 1st times !
LOL!
I can remember the ‘firsts’, although the feelings have been lost over the years. I attribute that to age.
Maybe so.
I can’t remember the name of the first boy I had sex with or exactly what the first boy I kissed looked like, but I can remember how I felt as if it just happened yesterday.
I love how you’ve put the things you felt with the firsts you experienced. And I totally agree, it just gets better 🙂
Rebel xox
Maybe after a few more firsts, I’ll need to do a follow up. 😉
My first time meeting my Dominant: determined/scared/longing
My first spanking: release
My first time being restrained: free
My first time anal: scared shitless (pun intended)
Thanks for bringing me back to that first time…
nilla
Thanks for playing!
I felt the same with my first (and every subsequent) anal experience. I’m overwhelmed by it all each and every time.
The first spanking: euphoric
So incredibly euphoric
Mmmmm that does sound familiar. 😀
That’s a big list of firsts, wish I could remember them that well. Some are just a memory and can’t remember how I feel, suppose that’s down to them not being much of an impact on me. But still, they are firsts 🙂
I have no doubt there are a few firsts that I’ve forgotten – or at least that I’ve forgotten how they made me feel. 🙂
What an inspired take on this week’s prompt, Kayla. I loved reading this, not least because it’s made me want to try and distill a number of my experiences down to a single word so that I can perhaps understand my relationship with them better. Thought-provoking and brilliant post. Jane xxx
Thank you!
I was starting to think that maybe I spend too much time thinking about sex – past and present – and this was a little obsessive. Glad I could possibly inspire you. 🙂
I don’t think you spend too much time thinking about sex. If you do then you are not alone. I was accused recently of being obsessed with sex. I find sex fun, interesting, and fascinating. Oh, my feelings of being thought sexually obsessed–mad/flabbergasted/disappointed!
Maybe we do, maybe we don’t – but it’s always good to know you’re not alone. 🙂
Oh wow. The more of these memories that I read, the more I realize that I need to write them down.
Yes you do!
This is a really interesting way of looking at firsts… I might have to give this a good.
Mollyxxx
I think that would be excellent.
As someone who thrives on the power of words I love the way you’ve structured this post. And I totally agree about feeling secure when tied up – I feel much the same regarding how pain centres me in the moment.
Charlie x
🙂 Thank you.
Secure and centered. That sounds like an excellent evening.